is this the real life or is this just fantasy?

Past night and this morning.

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 17:17:15 GMT

Well, I don't remember where I left off, but I went over to Ryan's around 8:30, we just played Halo all night with Matt, aka "Horn," till about 12:30. It was fun, but for some reason Ryan's brother Collin kicked everybodys ass at almost every type of game mode. It became old within the time we were playing, maybe next time when Collin isn't playing it might be more fun. But, in realizing this, I finally realize why Kelly gives up at games so fast, when you're losing, sadly, it isn't any fun anymore. Sorry Kelly, I finally get it!

So, I was extremely tired, so I came home, checked messages, and went straight to bed. I got a bad wake up call at 10:25 which happened to be a leg spasm, why am I getting so many lately? Anyways, I thought I just fell back asleep when Nicole happened to be knocking on my bedroom door to let me in, haha, it was really weird. I guess my mom let her in. So we talked about the last few days and then I gave her my homework I got for her yesterday. She told me about her night and it sounded exciting, same for Cassy's. Then I ate some Cinnamon Toast Crunch and there was a MARIO BROTHERS DVD, that was awesome!

Now, here I am waiting to go over to my brothers, I think.

Well, I guess I'm back.. or at least I'm trying.

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 20:55:17 GMT

Well, good news, and not really any bad news, just a few annoying things.

No school tomorrow, a HUGE plus.. I get to stay up late and wake up late, it's really awesome.

I have had this sinus problem for a week I guess, it's starting to get better I think, but I think Amanda has the same thing and she missed 2 days of school. She does seem to have something wrong with her immune system, but jeesh, this girl has the lowest tolerance for pain. One would think after having been sick so many times one would be able to deal with pain a lot easier. Kelly and I discussed it, and we realized another fact about her. How she acts, it's really annoying and kind of hard to explain (besides, I don't want to get into it), anyways, we realized it's really how her parents brought her up, being a teacher and some nuclear cancer researcher (as Kelly put it). Shit, what the hell, why am I bothering with her in this journal?

I don't know, Nicole is starting to piss me off too, she keeps missing school. Now, one or two days, here or there, by here or there I mean monthly if not bi-montly, are okay. But, she just randomly misses days, because she feels like it or "she doesn't feel good." The way I percieve this through her is that she's just being lazy.

I got my Fredonia Part II! It's starting to get exciting now that I'm applying to colleges, though it's a little sad, at times, but I don't really care. I started looking into Fredonia the most, but I don't know anymore. I had the benefits of being an alumni's son, a few of my REALLY good friends are going there (Nicole, Ryan MAYBE, Kelly, Meg, Kevin) and I'd be with them, as well as a few friends I've known that are already there. But, now that I think about it, I wouldn't have a problem with going there, but I'm not so sure if it's my number one choice like it once seemed to be. I am almost looking into Buffstate more and more. I mean, people say it's got low standards, but I heard that's so they recieve more funding, or some shit like that. Anyways, it's got a good teaching program, and it's true that they do more student teaching with Orchard Park. If I were to become a teacher, I'd love to be a student teacher at OP with one of the teachers I've previously had. Besides, if I did end up teaching, full time at OP, they would be more willing to hire me, I think. So who knows, I'll have to visit BuffState and Brockport, then make a list of the benefits and doubts, and not to forget the cost of each place. Though, it doesn't seem that different to me right now.

So.. tonight we're playing Halo 2 at Ryan's! It should be a blast, I get a little sad though because I do bad, but it's all good. I am good at every other video game, so what's wrong with being bad at one... EVERYTHING! :( Hahaha, just kidding. We might play my brother online, we'll see how that goes.

Oh, one word for a potential reader of this, KELLY - DO NOT GO TO CANADA!

The end.

yeah

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 17:23:29 GMT

i have been as busy as hell with school and work.

the two days i had off wed and sat i was busy with fam and friends.

oh well, one week left.. yay.

13

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:49:06 GMT

OMG FEAR THE NUMBER THIRTEEN!!!!

12..

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:48:56 GMT

12 reminds me of midnight and noon.

11!

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:47:44 GMT

omg 7-11 .. i miss that store.

5+5=10.

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:42:57 GMT

Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh boy I have reached ten, isn't this just amazin.

NINE 9

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:42:39 GMT

NINE INCH NAILS WOOLIE WOO.

8.

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:42:26 GMT

Do you guys remember sideways 8? haha..... err----yeah.

777777777

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:42:11 GMT

I wonder how long it will take before kelly realizes and yells at me?

alright..

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:41:54 GMT

so I'm at six and I'm already bored.

CINCO!

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:41:42 GMT

CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO CINCO!

4

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:41:20 GMT

NUMBER FOUR OH MY GOD.

3

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:41:12 GMT

post 2.

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:41:05 GMT

yay for post 2, let's see how many I can do before it bitches at me.

nothing mwahha!

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 19:44:23 GMT

finally NOTHING going on, yes i do complain about these days sometimes, but not a single thing today, no work, no friends, just one homework subject, because of a test in every subject tomorrow and then it's just me and my survivor and my pizza.. ahaha, just tryin to keep you updated on my splendid life, not much going on now.

woot.

woowowow

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 01:18:51 GMT

hmm, well i've been really busy lately and i haven't been at work, school haha.. yeah well, yesterday i did the walk thing and today cassy helped me, but before that we went to tim hortons then back to nicoles, had some chats, really important ones i guess, how everyone is feeling lately, basically BUMMED!... then i got home, at like 5... waited till 6:30 and went to subway ahha ate, talked to kev + kristi then came home at 8, did some HW and here I am, I have quite a lot to do, so hopefully i'll be back later when my mom is done with her avon orders.

later.

states.. 27% woohoo!

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 00:13:36 GMT

create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide

these are all the states i've been to...

EDIT (1/30 @ 10:27 PM) - it seems the link is messed up / down, i'll leave it up a bit more hoping that it'll work.

if you're a friend..

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 17:27:24 GMT

If you want to read all my entries and you're one of my friends, then tell me and I'll add you as a buddy. I make all my posts so they're limited to friends viewing them only.

you can IM me @ crocodylekyle.
or crocokyle@yahoo.com

something i made, inspired by julia!

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 06:18:22 GMT

here it is lol....

moved!

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 20:24:02 GMT

well this post was a post saying that i had moved my journal, no i didn't move it, i just didn't want people to write what i was saying, now i realize it's not important, so i started it again, and now the link is in my profile, woohoo, people if you're going to read it, leave some comments!